So yesterday i left work a bit late and i told my friends this are the times i just want a peaceful ride home, no blasting music in my ears probably a good time to keep reading a book since by then most people were asleep so no one was there to chat with.Unfortunately this did not happen and i got into a matatu which had the loudest music ever, infact i would bet my money that it was loder than some clubs. Well i did get home safe and sound but i have the whole jamaican dictionary in my head now:-) All weekend long, well since saturday evening to be exact, i have wanted to put up this post, infact i had started out, but got caught up in a lot of things but hey !..finally i get to do what i enjoy most, talking to you :-)
It was on of my most unexpected weekends, I met up with someone we hadn’t talked in a while apart from those occasional hi and byes. I am drawn to say it was one of those weekends that I wouldn’t mind dragging also allow me to say nothing is more intriguing than a geniune smart convesation.
TRUTH...basically the major point of our conversation.My friend , is for the idea that whatever makes one happy truth or lies its worth it. From my own point of view I totally loathe the idea that I am in the dark at any situation. But I was challenged with the question, do I always want the truth and would I believe?
Do we really want the truth? Are we always willing to get the truth as much as it hurts? i have always been for the idea that I want to always get the truth even when it is not as pleasant, I’d rather drown in tears and move on than always have a nagging thought that someone took my intelligence for granted. Intelligence here being relative.
There is always the truth that we know but we always want to hear just in different voices. I have been here more than once I know what I wanted ,I knew I waswrong or I just wanted a different voice to say it.
You see with the truth there is always the part of acceptance, good or bad .Acceptance is the first step to recovery, i have used this line so many times while trying to get a message out there and i dint tell this to my self, in fact i have never listened to myself say this.
I have never understood why denial feels so comfortable, it makes you a hero even without fighting, see in denial you dont allow yourself to be weak, anyway nobody has ever won a medal by being weak. So you understand where i am coming from.
The fact that you deny yourself the truth kills every bit of strength you are capable of having, in any case how would you fight something you cannot see, oryou are yet to acknowledged How come i dint see this earlier?
At the end of the day i have never felt so indebted to someone, i wished that i actually met this person a bit earlier, it would have saved me a whole lot of things, but everything with its timing. I am a bit wiser after all. Take time to listen, to the truth within yourself and others.
With love,
Stay fly.
TRUTH...basically the major point of our conversation.My friend , is for the idea that whatever makes one happy truth or lies its worth it. From my own point of view I totally loathe the idea that I am in the dark at any situation. But I was challenged with the question, do I always want the truth and would I believe?
Do we really want the truth? Are we always willing to get the truth as much as it hurts? i have always been for the idea that I want to always get the truth even when it is not as pleasant, I’d rather drown in tears and move on than always have a nagging thought that someone took my intelligence for granted. Intelligence here being relative.
There is always the truth that we know but we always want to hear just in different voices. I have been here more than once I know what I wanted ,I knew I waswrong or I just wanted a different voice to say it.
You see with the truth there is always the part of acceptance, good or bad .Acceptance is the first step to recovery, i have used this line so many times while trying to get a message out there and i dint tell this to my self, in fact i have never listened to myself say this.
I have never understood why denial feels so comfortable, it makes you a hero even without fighting, see in denial you dont allow yourself to be weak, anyway nobody has ever won a medal by being weak. So you understand where i am coming from.
The fact that you deny yourself the truth kills every bit of strength you are capable of having, in any case how would you fight something you cannot see, oryou are yet to acknowledged How come i dint see this earlier?
At the end of the day i have never felt so indebted to someone, i wished that i actually met this person a bit earlier, it would have saved me a whole lot of things, but everything with its timing. I am a bit wiser after all. Take time to listen, to the truth within yourself and others.
With love,
Stay fly.